Intuition is your soul speaking

Do you ever have moments when you're in the middle of a conversation and you feel anxious, dizzy, nauseated or just unsettled? Or maybe you're a complete empath like myself and the energy of the people around can trigger such a strong response? That's your soul protecting you and you should definitely listen.

I've always been the type to shy away from any type of confrontation cause I never saw it as speaking my truth. I always worried about how the other person would feel or how I would be perceived by others. Many times I would even doubt what I was feeling, that I was being too sensitive . So I would hold it in until the resentment grew and I was left angry with myself and the other person. Then when I had another opportunity I lacked the ability to speak with sincerity and really express what I really wanted to say, the hurt I felt.

Once I awoke from the coma, for whatever reason something changed. My spirit felt different maybe it was gratitude for surviving or maybe years of holding all the pain that I experienced and never honoured or allowed myself to feel just wanted to be released. After all I was given a second chance at life. Now I had all the time in the world to sit with the discomfort of my past traumas and really dig deep. I owed it to myself and to all my loved ones that prayed so hard for this second chance. I had to let it all go.

So how did I do that?

Well it all started when a long time friend gifted me a reiki session. Believe me I was skeptical but it came from a sincere place so what do I have to lose. Best decision I have ever made. I started digging really deep. Took everything head on. Confronted whatever and whomever I felt was taking too much space in my heart.

I became even more sensitive to energy but at the same time this realization empowered me to be more protective of my energy. I stopped making excuses for other people. I became more aware of how I felt around certain people and certain environments. I began to accept that things that were done to me had nothing to do with me and what others thought of me was none of my business. Outgrowing people doesn't mean I failed at that relationship. It means I'm putting myself first. UNAPOLOGETICALLY!

I have had instances when my gut was telling me something wasn't right and I would question myself only to learn that what I was feeling was in fact the truth. It would happen many more times to the point I started to play victim and say to myself "why does this keep happening to me?"

I started to look internally and loud and clear my spirit was screaming at the top of her lungs "B*ITCH!!! I've been telling you!" I was too busy thinking about hurting other people by speaking my truth then honouring myself and my peace.

So what have I learned?

Listen and listen deeply the truth is there and even if an admission is never attained, feel that resistance it's confirming your gut feeling. Look deep in their eyes. The eyes are truly the window to the soul. Know and feel when you have reached your capacity. Its up to the universe now!

You are worthy, you are protected and you are loved. Take comfort that the truth will always reveal itself but you don't decide when that happens.

--RIA2.0

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Linda has been an integral part of my journey to self love.